by c-mama

I pushed back our evaluation from last Tuesday to tomorrow (8/23). I’m wishing now I hadn’t. I am so not looking forward to this, I feel sick. I know, the worst that can happen is that they will not progress. But I just have this awful fear of failure and what the evaluator will think of me. I know – silly. Fear of man thing and all. But I just went through the girls’ books and, well, I just want to buy those books.

Scott is coming home for the evaluation, it’s at 1. I’ll check back in when it’s over.